vindicated.

Am not trying to be paranoid....but....... the back of my head hurts like crazy alot. when i say alot. imagine this. someone raises his/her/its voice . i get the sudden hit pangs in my brain. Something like "HEY BUSTER. THAT HURT WAYYY TOOO MUCH". i was reading a storybook and when i leaned back on my armchair ( its cushioned by the way. plus one more pillow at the head/neck area)., if i am not careful and i let my head fall back too fast. it hurts. WTF? at first it was just a dull ache. then it became quite bad these past few weeks...... argh. damn headache.



in other news. well febuary 26/27 is just around the corner. i hate to be depressing. but to those who know how i am. STAY AWAY. if i look homicidal. restrain me. if i feel like giving up a tiny bit. dont make me whine so much. if i procastinate. GET ME ASS MOVING. if i appear just abit sad. please come down hard and remind me that i should get back to work.

to those who know why i asked for the above. yes. i am being escapist by throwing myself to work/ANYTHING in order to take my mind of lynn. i am not afraid to admit anymore either.


refering to the post earlier. nice guys finish last. i have been called nice lots. but you know what? i feel just. utterly ugly inside. then again. i always end up in fistfights in my mind.

my blog. i just need to spam.


to my friends. thank you. in advance.


aight. back to work. lets see if i can post wee bit more later.

clarence.

ps: OK BIG SIDENOTE>>> replace those "honor" with "horror" in the earlier post. i was.....in trauma :P