water.

Am slowly getting that little voice back.


Time to build some confidence.

Tao Zhe - Tai Mei Li (陶喆-太美丽)

每一滴眼泪
每一次心碎
什么爱能无疚无悔
不灰心等待
痛苦也忍耐
你坚持爱了就不后退
我知道我不是一个轻易就会说爱的人
没有想到这样的你却改变我

太美丽
太美丽
你的爱是多么的甜蜜
太美丽,爱让我也美丽
现在我不再怀疑不怀疑有多爱你
每一个脚印
每一朵乌云
说着我的飘忽不定
伤你伤好深
别人早就要放弃
为何你还是会给我宽容
我知道我不是一个轻易就会说爱的人
可是你坚强的付出却改变我

太美丽
太美丽
你的爱是多么的甜蜜
太美丽,爱让我也美丽
现在你也不必再去怀疑
当你在风雨的未知里走过
当我在迷失的自我的漩涡
交汇在黑暗中你我发出了新的光芒
现在我已全明白什么是爱的真义

太美丽
太美丽
你的爱让生命太甜蜜
太美丽只有对你感激
越过表面我看见你
美丽的心

你最美丽
你太美丽

how to make weiming happy.

This is how you make clarence happy.

Give him something to occupy himself.

THIS. is how you make weiming happy =)


1) brownie
2) waffles
3) peeps around him =)


thanks guys.

Notes to self

Notes to self :

1) Meet jon for haircut on friday
2) Recording - At least finish the song well.
3) "You ain't see nothing yet" - finish it.
4) Slyvia plath - GET THE DAMN BOOK ALREADY. QUIT STARING AND DROOLING.
5) Find some direction
6) START ON WEBBY >.<
7) Compile every single thing u ever written/have not lost to try and keep track on style.

block

I have difficulty writing anything at the moment.


I cant describe or find that steam of thought that starts me writing.


i had to force myself through writing a certain chorus

i can't seem to get a certain experience out of myself. - covering your ears while bathing

and i still got one more last unresolved issue .

I am going out to vent out that anger thingmabob. yes yes.

Jonathan.

With gangerious tunes foraging for moods
the gentle silence jostles its way
Litany of questions best left on the shelf
Pause
And hear yourself think
And with the passing of time ,
The loose notes let themselves sink
Into the comfortable hues of colours
Fidget.
Stop it.
Stop shaking already.
Before the excuses set in
To visualise, a sudden spray of purplish green
Permeating the room with longing and unforgiving waves of...
Nausea.
Wake up!
Dont spill the coffee!
So whilst you stir in your sleep
As I might know - later on.
This strange song. This song of silence
The singing continues into the night

Nausea.
Sleep.
Dreams don't always lie.

i learnt a new word today

Two men are talking in a bar

"So..... you think you would bag a sheep if you were one?"

"Aye...i suppose so...."

"YOU SHEEP FUCKER!"


-fin-



feeling lame =(

Factory dolls

wax lyrical darling.
And remind me of your listless mornings
where coffees and tabletop arguments reign
Amazing mondays and their missing miracles

Scent , perfume, memory.
So here we linger in our newfound glory
Juggling the fool and the hierophant with love
Freeze in the swealtering jungle heat - and breathe

Of noon showers , and naps
Funny how the sun tilts slightly
And froths in fits , undeveloped passion.
Your sewage of dreams

Evening. Lanky shadows. Loose silk.
Don't try too hard with the talking
Krall plays in the background. Hear. See
Serial drams , animes . sub-zero cameras to buy

Would you forgive me?



EDIT : ok. apparently after a phone call from jon , this looks as though i am writing about someone. NO. am not writing about anyone in particular. This deals with time.

rants

i just dont understand why some people can hide so well.


and i just dont understand why some days, i over react so badly.


TO ALL YOU 4 IDIOTS TODAY.


I DO FUCKING CARE ALRIGHT ^_^V IF I AM BEING OVERBEARING. PLEASE DO NOT SNAP AT ME LIKE TWO OF YOU. THEN COME BACK APOLOGISE. HARLOW. PPLE NEVER SAY ANYTHING YOU ALSO SNAP. NOT VERY NICE. DANKE!

*breathes out*

and to the last person i spoke to before i decide to take a walk ; you have incredible self control. I only wish i had that.